estherbunnny!

2010-07-14T23:01:00.001+08:00

will be on vogueamour.tumblr from now on :)

2010-07-07T00:37:00.001+08:00

gosh. are co guys always so dorky?

http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?page=1&c=1&p=8&v=339

2010-06-28T00:24:00.000+08:00

guess what,

i read math for 10 hours straight.
all thanks to studying last minute!

but well, hope something went in! :)

& please dont let me get a mind block tmr.

thankyou! <3

2010-06-15T01:01:00.000+08:00

ah heck revision, havent done any.

i just wanna do up junkyard, nothing else.

hmm..

2010-05-26T21:35:00.000+08:00

Omg I just earned my first 200 bucks.
And probably made a new friend too :)

Sometimes I wonder if I'm really an extrovert.
I don't like noise and meaningless conversations.

Bleh.

2010-05-25T22:40:00.001+08:00

~~maybe, maybe..~~
i dashed someone's hopes, or maybe even caused soo much fluster.
in the hurried search of scores, of repertoires..

then what if he couldnt focus on gp revision?
or wasted his time look for such meaningless stuff when he could have revised?
and it's my fault!!
):

damn you ng zz.
suckerrrrrr

OKAY IT'S ON :D

2010-05-13T17:53:00.000+08:00

i need fuel, not a burden.
perhaps im tired of it all.

im not giving up tomorrow for you.

2010-05-07T10:18:00.001+08:00

Poor, poor, poor attitude.

2010-05-06T22:54:00.002+08:00

Some stuff that happened today upsetted me.

I told baby,
"I'd like to be on the receiving end once in awhile..."

& he popped up with a present.
<3

2010-05-06T10:22:00.000+08:00

Sometimes it really annoys me when people talk of grades, tutorials and tests like it's the end of the world.

It's really just too insignificant.

Either that you don't have a life,
or you're really chilish.

2010-04-30T18:23:00.002+08:00

it's just plain weird that my nephew's listening to gaga and lambert. watching their videos and stuff.
bleh.

2010-04-27T16:11:00.001+08:00

"Don't work. Avoid telling the truth. Be hated. Love someone.

-----
Written by Adrian Tan, author of The Teenage Textbook (1988), was the guest-of-honour at a recent NTU convocation ceremony. This was his speech to the graduating class of 2008.
-----

I must say thank you to the faculty and staff of the Wee Kim Wee School of Communication and Information for inviting me to give your convocation address. It’s a wonderful honour and a privilege for me to speak here for ten minutes without fear of contradiction, defamation or retaliation. I say this as a Singaporean and more so as a husband.

My wife is a wonderful person and perfect in every way except one. She is the editor of a magazine. She corrects people for a living. She has honed her expert skills over a quarter of a century, mostly by practising at home during conversations between her and me.

On the other hand, I am a litigator. Essentially, I spend my day telling people how wrong they are. I make my living being disagreeable.

Nevertheless, there is perfect harmony in our matrimonial home. That is because when an editor and a litigator have an argument, the one who triumphs is always the wife.

And so I want to start by giving one piece of advice to the men: when you’ve already won her heart, you don’t need to win every argument.

Marriage is considered one milestone of life. Some of you may already be married. Some of you may never be married. Some of you will be married. Some of you will enjoy the experience so much, you will be married many, many times. Good for you.

The next big milestone in your life is today: your graduation. The end of education. You’re done learning.

You’ve probably been told the big lie that “Learning is a lifelong process” and that therefore you will continue studying and taking masters’ degrees and doctorates and professorships and so on. You know the sort of people who tell you that? Teachers. Don’t you think there is some measure of conflict of interest? They are in the business of learning, after all. Where would they be without you? They need you to be repeat customers.

The good news is that they’re wrong.

The bad news is that you don’t need further education because your entire life is over. It is gone. That may come as a shock to some of you. You’re in your teens or early twenties. People may tell you that you will live to be 70, 80, 90 years old. That is your life expectancy.

I love that term: life expectancy. We all understand the term to mean the average life span of a group of people. But I’m here to talk about a bigger idea, which is what you expect from your life.

You may be very happy to know that Singapore is currently ranked as the country with the third highest life expectancy. We are behind Andorra and Japan, and tied with San Marino. It seems quite clear why people in those countries, and ours, live so long. We share one thing in common: our football teams are all hopeless. There’s very little danger of any of our citizens having their pulses raised by watching us play in the World Cup. Spectators are more likely to be lulled into a gentle and restful nap.

Singaporeans have a life expectancy of 81.8 years. Singapore men live to an average of 79.21 years, while Singapore women live more than five years longer, probably to take into account the additional time they need to spend in the bathroom.

So here you are, in your twenties, thinking that you’ll have another 40 years to go. Four decades in which to live long and prosper.

Bad news. Read the papers. There are people dropping dead when they’re 50, 40, 30 years old. Or quite possibly just after finishing their convocation. They would be very disappointed that they didn’t meet their life expectancy.

I’m here to tell you this. Forget about your life expectancy.

After all, it’s calculated based on an average. And you never, ever want to expect being average.

Revisit those expectations. You might be looking forward to working, falling in love, marrying, raising a family. You are told that, as graduates, you should expect to find a job paying so much, where your hours are so much, where your responsibilities are so much.

That is what is expected of you. And if you live up to it, it will be an awful waste.

If you expect that, you will be limiting yourself. You will be living your life according to boundaries set by average people. I have nothing against average people. But no one should aspire to be them. And you don’t need years of education by the best minds in Singapore to prepare you to be average.

What you should prepare for is mess. Life’s a mess. You are not entitled to expect anything from it. Life is not fair. Everything does not balance out in the end. Life happens, and you have no control over it. Good and bad things happen to you day by day, hour by hour, moment by moment. Your degree is a poor armour against fate.

Don’t expect anything. Erase all life expectancies. Just live. Your life is over as of today. At this point in time, you have grown as tall as you will ever be, you are physically the fittest you will ever be in your entire life and you are probably looking the best that you will ever look. This is as good as it gets. It is all downhill from here. Or up. No one knows.

What does this mean for you? It is good that your life is over.

Since your life is over, you are free. Let me tell you the many wonderful things that you can do when you are free.

The most important is this: do not work.

Work is anything that you are compelled to do. By its very nature, it is undesirable.

Work kills. The Japanese have a term “Karoshi”, which means death from overwork. That’s the most dramatic form of how work can kill. But it can also kill you in more subtle ways. If you work, then day by day, bit by bit, your soul is chipped away, disintegrating until there’s nothing left. A rock has been ground into sand and dust.

There’s a common misconception that work is necessary. You will meet people working at miserable jobs. They tell you they are “making a living”. No, they’re not. They’re dying, frittering away their fast-extinguishing lives doing things which are, at best, meaningless and, at worst, harmful.

People will tell you that work ennobles you, that work lends you a certain dignity. Work makes you free. The slogan “Arbeit macht frei” was placed at the entrances to a number of Nazi concentration camps. Utter nonsense.

Do not waste the vast majority of your life doing something you hate so that you can spend the small remainder sliver of your life in modest comfort. You may never reach that end anyway.

Resist the temptation to get a job. Instead, play. Find something you enjoy doing. Do it. Over and over again. You will become good at it for two reasons: you like it, and you do it often. Soon, that will have value in itself.

I like arguing, and I love language. So, I became a litigator. I enjoy it and I would do it for free. If I didn’t do that, I would’ve been in some other type of work that still involved writing fiction – probably a sports journalist.

So what should you do? You will find your own niche. I don’t imagine you will need to look very hard. By this time in your life, you will have a very good idea of what you will want to do. In fact, I’ll go further and say the ideal situation would be that you will not be able to stop yourself pursuing your passions. By this time you should know what your obsessions are. If you enjoy showing off your knowledge and feeling superior, you might become a teacher.

Find that pursuit that will energise you, consume you, become an obsession. Each day, you must rise with a restless enthusiasm. If you don’t, you are working.

Most of you will end up in activities which involve communication. To those of you I have a second message: be wary of the truth. I’m not asking you to speak it, or write it, for there are times when it is dangerous or impossible to do those things. The truth has a great capacity to offend and injure, and you will find that the closer you are to someone, the more care you must take to disguise or even conceal the truth. Often, there is great virtue in being evasive, or equivocating. There is also great skill. Any child can blurt out the truth, without thought to the consequences. It takes great maturity to appreciate the value of silence.

In order to be wary of the truth, you must first know it. That requires great frankness to yourself. Never fool the person in the mirror.

I have told you that your life is over, that you should not work, and that you should avoid telling the truth. I now say this to you: be hated.

It’s not as easy as it sounds. Do you know anyone who hates you? Yet every great figure who has contributed to the human race has been hated, not just by one person, but often by a great many. That hatred is so strong it has caused those great figures to be shunned, abused, murdered and in one famous instance, nailed to a cross.

One does not have to be evil to be hated. In fact, it’s often the case that one is hated precisely because one is trying to do right by one’s own convictions. It is far too easy to be liked, one merely has to be accommodating and hold no strong convictions. Then one will gravitate towards the centre and settle into the average. That cannot be your role. There are a great many bad people in the world, and if you are not offending them, you must be bad yourself. Popularity is a sure sign that you are doing something wrong.

The other side of the coin is this: fall in love.

I didn’t say “be loved”. That requires too much compromise. If one changes one’s looks, personality and values, one can be loved by anyone.

Rather, I exhort you to love another human being. It may seem odd for me to tell you this. You may expect it to happen naturally, without deliberation. That is false. Modern society is anti-love. We’ve taken a microscope to everyone to bring out their flaws and shortcomings. It far easier to find a reason not to love someone, than otherwise. Rejection requires only one reason. Love requires complete acceptance. It is hard work – the only kind of work that I find palatable.

Loving someone has great benefits. There is admiration, learning, attraction and something which, for the want of a better word, we call happiness. In loving someone, we become inspired to better ourselves in every way. We learn the truth worthlessness of material things. We celebrate being human. Loving is good for the soul.

Loving someone is therefore very important, and it is also important to choose the right person. Despite popular culture, love doesn’t happen by chance, at first sight, across a crowded dance floor. It grows slowly, sinking roots first before branching and blossoming. It is not a silly weed, but a mighty tree that weathers every storm.

You will find, that when you have someone to love, that the face is less important than the brain, and the body is less important than the heart.

You will also find that it is no great tragedy if your love is not reciprocated. You are not doing it to be loved back. Its value is to inspire you.

Finally, you will find that there is no half-measure when it comes to loving someone. You either don’t, or you do with every cell in your body, completely and utterly, without reservation or apology. It consumes you, and you are reborn, all the better for it.

Don’t work. Avoid telling the truth. Be hated. Love someone."

-http://cultprairie.livejournal.com/

2010-04-24T02:12:00.000+08:00

will you recognize me if the last time you've seen me was then?

prolly not.

i dont even remember myself being that way.

hahah :)

great night out tonight, thanks babe :)

2010-04-19T22:08:00.000+08:00

sighhhhhhh.

failed attempt at dieting hahah.

okay. im really as yun says, FAT. -__-'
hefty hefty 6kg deviation from ideal!!
okay.

see la, how to lose weight.

in school, in the morning.. tried to stick to my diet.
brown rice + tofu from vegeterian stall that costs $1.
a cup of milo..

nothing..
lunch.. decided i was abit greedy and bought a pack of mint chocolate.

then dinner......
chicken chop. mwahahah die larrr.

THEN SUPPER?!?!?!?
SALTED EGG CRAB AND BEEHOON AND TWISTIESSSSSSSSSSS

whattt?!?!?!!!!!!

2010-04-14T22:43:00.001+08:00

monster on a rampage. >(

2010-04-13T20:45:00.001+08:00

sigh, i really really need to stop being so careless in tests and quizzes.
what's wrong with me?

:(

2010-04-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

just another puppet in death's grand plan?
so what matters?

im breathing, alive, kicking.

2010-04-11T00:37:00.000+08:00

When my 60 seconds came around, I realized I had everything I ever wanted, but nothing I really needed. And I think what I need is here so I came all this way to see if maybe you'd think so too. If you do, well... I don't really have plans past that, which is new for me. So, Declan O'Callhan and I should probably learn your middle name, here is my proposal; I propose we not make plans, I propose we give this thing a chance and let it work out how it works out. So what do you say, do you want to not make plans with me?

- Leap Year

a must-watch!

2010-04-09T23:11:00.000+08:00

it's very true,
i am not pretty, beautiful, skinny or anything near any other guy's dreamgirl.
and besides, there's this guy from my class who laughs at how big-sized i am.

but im really thankful for you..
thankyou for loving me past skin deep,
for telling me that i look perfectly fine when i've put on weight,
that it makes no difference,
that i still look beautiful even when i break out in a rash.

it's people like them that make you feel so special <3
and thankyou all too.

:)

2010-04-09T21:53:00.002+08:00

heehee.

i see an extremely long rolls-royce parked across the road!
and the chauffeur's waiting...

2010-04-04T22:39:00.000+08:00

you say nothing.. nothing at all.

your words reflect your thoughts.
your mind's always empty.

void of affection, emotions, compassion or even mercy.

2010-04-02T11:05:00.002+08:00

co concert tonighttt :)
excited plus nervous!

yet relieved, cause it's all gonna be over after tonight.

2010-04-02T11:03:00.000+08:00

the idea of studying abroad is tempting..

but well, it means i'll have to be gone for 3-4 years.

without all the people i love..
i'll have to wash my dirty laundry..
eat maggie mee when im too lazy to go out..
live in a tiny room..
tidy my room..
iron and fold my clothes..
pay my own internet and phone bills..
take a bus/ train everywhere..

aye.
so someone suggested..

'bring your bf along as your maid la!'

HAHAHA

2010-03-31T23:23:00.000+08:00

my diet's failing. hahah

need.to.lose.weight!

i wonder if people who havent seen me in ages would realise my weight gain or not.
i hope not. hahaha

HEYYYY 5kg heavier than my lightest!
that's like 2 vaio e-series laptops lehhhhh

ok. chill, whatever man.
hahah maybe it's my hair, cause it's so damn long now. (YEAH)

2010-03-30T22:54:00.000+08:00

just a little, little tired now.
cant concentrate on econs, cant study hahah

co concert's this friday! :) anyone gonna buy me a balloon?
bowling competition's coming up soon too :) 26th 28th 4th and 5th :)

renovating my house soon!
it's gonna be real pretty wahaha

PARTY AT MY HOUSE WHEN IT'S DONE :D

2010-03-28T23:50:00.003+08:00

im a fieldmarshal :)

Notable ENTJs.

Napoleon Bonaparte
Hillary Clinton

Bill Gates

George C. Marshall
Golda Meir
Carl Sagan
George Bernard Shaw
Edward Teller
Margaret Thatcher

hell yeah baby :D

2010-03-28T22:40:00.000+08:00

i have a pile of co scores. it's a stack of 7cm when pressed down.

while i was flipping through the scores looking for a particular set for april 2nd's performance,
i came across 2007's syf photo.

it was all of us, seniors that i dont see anymore, wu laoshi who has passed on..

i felt kind of sad.

haha what am i blogging about. zz..

2010-03-24T21:18:00.002+08:00

aiyooo i want a good break.

and chiong all the shiok dramas! :)
ahhh......

2010-03-22T23:01:00.002+08:00

i've got...

Apiphobia

googling images of bees makes me shiver.

2010-03-14T23:41:00.000+08:00

you know he loves you by the way he looks at you.
by the way he holds you, hugs you, kisses you.
how he shares his warmth :)

i love you bee :D
thankyou for so much!

2010-03-14T23:03:00.000+08:00

my new dslr rocks your socks off!
really really love how the camera moves and works.
hahah sorry lah first timer mah.

cant wait to go to the beach and take lots of pretty shots :)
cant wait for l4d2 outing too :)
cant wait for bee's p3 to be over too :)
cant wait to go shopping! :)
cant wait for my SWOLLEN EYE to go away soon :(

ugh i woke up to a swollen eye this morning.
god knows what happened.

sigh. it was quite bad actually. it was so swollen, i couldnt open one eye.
so i had no depth perception. hahah

well. big improvement from this morning now.
at least i can see with both eyes.

SIGH HOW TO GO FOR CO TMR?!

2010-03-14T01:10:00.000+08:00

thankyou to all you cool people who sent me birthday wishes and even presents! :)
you all were really generous and i feel very fortunate :)

haha one of woomama's impromtu birthday gifts. :D

guitar hero girls.

cant wait to play l4d2 with you awesome screamers again hahah

and it was the birthday girl's treat to marche :D

the best escalator rides you can find..

hitting the beautiful rooftop

very unfortunately, the wonderful night had to end.

nevertheless, it wasnt my birthday. YET!

i had dinner at foo house,

& best blueberry cheesecake, ever :D

this was my birthday cake.

i wouldnt have this if it werent for..

yeah, shernace :D

sweetest girl, really

she insisted i have a birthday cake on 10 march, dragged her parents to buy the cake,

and she just had to pass the present to me personally hahah

17th birthday was really a blast.

cheers to everyone who made it so memorable :)

i love you all :)

2010-03-14T00:54:00.000+08:00

went IT fair with nyein on thursday, came home empty-handed while nyein went home with an awesome set of wireless keyboard and mouse.

so i headed down to suntec this afternoon..

and got myself a dslr.
canon eos 500D :)
yay :D hahah

camera body + 3 lenses and tons of free gifts,
i think it was a good deal :)

didnt get the alienware m15x though, thought it'd be too impractical (4.1kg!!)
cool specs though, you should prolly get it if you were a guy haha.

first photo :)

2010-03-07T23:36:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wished that you would grow up sooner.
cos some things arent black nor white.
there are different shades of grey.

sigh.

2010-03-07T00:52:00.000+08:00

today was awesomeeeeee :D

met up at somerset to go e2max.
got a private room, and played guitar hero + l4d2.
seriously i was alrd blasting my music while playing guitar hero but the screams of dear kahmin and yunzhen (from l4d2) totally drowned the music manz. hahahah

after that, we went to shop around ion while waiting for nyein and nicholas to arrive :)
went marche after that, and all i could remember was laughing so hard i had a stomachache.
food was great.

went orchard central's rooftop garden after that :)
chatted, stuck our heads over the glass panels to feel the strong breeze.
it was a really good night :)

loved the escalator ride up.

cabbed home with nyein nic and chua -- an absolute comfort to my painful toes.

shicheng tmr! ><
sunday blues.. oops. hahah

pictures up on facebook!

2010-03-07T00:47:00.000+08:00

had such a blast today :)

thankyou kahmin,
for always being so sweet. cutest and most thoughtful girl ever, really :)

thankyou yunzhen,
for always being that woomama who stands by me all the time. pillar of strength :)

thankyou nyein,
for always being so cuddly warm fuzzy, for being there when im down, up, left or right. :)

thankyou nicholas,
for being a truly nice and selfless guy, and for taking good care of nyein :)

thankyou chua,
for loving me so unconditionally, for who i am, for who i was, and for who i will be. there's really nothing more i can ask of you <3

thankyou all :)
you guys mean a big deal to me!

2010-03-06T01:18:00.000+08:00

badminton for PE, bowling training, co prac until 10pm.
plus a spoon of xtra strong cough syrup.

im drowsy and floaty right now.
really exhausted.

really looking forward to tmr :)

anyway!
a level results were out today :)
i think everyone has done really well!

i'll work hard, and someday maybe my name will be on the board too :D
ah getting all dreamy again.

but well impossible is nothing!
go esther!

2010-03-03T19:08:00.000+08:00

what was i thinking?
meteor garden run after the bus scene ah?

hahahaha.

2010-03-02T17:41:00.000+08:00

before.

after...

2010-03-01T00:08:00.000+08:00

damn freaking upset with myself.
i've put on sooo much weight :(

it's like damn obvious now, when i look at pictures taken from the past.
like a year ago.
sigh.

dieting with kahmin starting tmr.
hope the thrice a week training helps!

i think i can succeed.
hopefully, i dont go on a food fest again -__-'

2010-02-28T23:25:00.002+08:00

ohmegod.

wang said that tian found another person cause she thought that i'd die playing piano.
and i didnt practise, cause i thought it was for real.

SHE WAS ONLY PULLING MY LEG?!?!
omg?

how? tmr they playing again!!
zomgg

2010-02-27T00:33:00.000+08:00

hey guys, go comment and like my facebook post for weijun :D
dont be shy! heehee.

here's the link. :)
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=326883665891&ref=nf#!/video/video.php?v=326883665891&subj=709813542

alright, so we had a dinner at pizza hut for baby's birthday.
chua, jon, his mom and i were there, having dinner happily.
until i decided i should do something extra special for him.

i ran two floors down, bought a chocolate cake and came back up.
it was kinda spontaneous so i took quite long lah.
i smsed bee telling him i had diarrhea hahah.

so after i came back up, requested for the staff to serve the cake to him.
staff walked past me and i signalled 'ok'. chua turned, but the staff pretended to be looking somewhere else.
damn funny!

then suddenly..
(this was really unexpected, didnt know they'd go all the way)

'happy birthday' blasted through the speakers.
staff walked over with a red heart-shaped balloon and served the cake while everyone in the restaurant was clapping.

haha oops chua so malu!
he made a wish, blew out the candles and cut the cake :)

haha im sooo good huh.
obviously he was surprised and abit shocked,
but well, hoped he liked it and would rmb it for a long time to come :)

love you <3

and also, to the birthday boy jinzhao whom i sang the birthday song for thrice, i hope you had a great day and you'll have a wonderful year ahead :)

the birthdays of 6 people fall on 26 february :)

2010-02-25T23:12:00.000+08:00

how can you call me that when she's like.

OCD.

amongst many others which i shall not list cause that'd make me a bitch.
but even when im a bitch, im not even close to half of how she is.

damn it.

2010-02-22T19:36:00.003+08:00

im fiercely protective of what's mine.
obssessive, maybe. but i love you a hell lot.
i would give the world for you.

im a fighter, strong, stubborn. i dont like giving in.

2010-02-22T19:01:00.000+08:00

"i gave him my whole heart. all of it.
but the thing that hurts me the most,

is that he isnt sure of it anymore.
his feelings for me have changed - definitely,
but somehow i wish he'll keep that promise that he'll never let go.

to me, it was child's play.
it was obvious that i loved him so and wouldnt let go no matter what.
it doesnt matter what i have to give up,
but i guess he got sick and tired.

he's willing to move on.
and i really dont matter to him anymore."

2010-02-21T15:50:00.002+08:00

It's a beautiful bright Sunday.
It's still early, we've got time to wait around.

But youth and beauty is limited.
Are we spending it on the right things?
Is it even worth it?

The blue sky looks sad today.
I'll be fine though.
Don't need anyone to make it through :)

Comeon let's go :)

2010-02-20T00:13:00.000+08:00

alright, long time since i've posted.
tonight was a blast :)

school & bowling with kahmin and samantha is awesome :)

really high, really happy and heartwarming. h's!

bowling was just crazyyyy fun :)

poor ol' yunzhen waited for me outside the school for damn long cause sam & i had stuff to ask the capt.

poor yunzhen! haha.

anw, we headed off to esplanade after that.

the ambience there was really great :)

supported our dear chuida, walked around during intervals.

got dizzy spells from watching carnival rides.

shared a yummmmy corn cup. (thanks P for taking a photo of the corn that flew out from my mouth when i shouted hoy) hahahah

watched a really cool band rock our socks off..

huayi is great!

didnt get to take the rides at the carnival cause we were due for another round of performance at 9.30pm,

and the rides werent value for money, but well,

we will go to lotteworld someday! :)

chuida did a good job :D

dear joel and his friend and loveliest yunzhen specially took the same train as me just to keep companied :)

although im totally exhausted right now,

i really enjoyed myself today heehee.

lovely lovely company.

friendlies against srjc tmr!
wonder how it'd be like. :)

PE+BOWLING+GREATNIGHTOUT=EXHAUSTED WANNA GO OFF TO BED
but jonas is here, gotta keep this young man happy.

well.
ta! :)

2010-02-10T20:58:00.003+08:00

sian.

not cause i didnt get in,
but cause i knew i didnt give it my best.

-.-

ah whatever.

2010-02-04T21:29:00.000+08:00

i know, i know.

i really tried to understand.
or perhaps i understood one time too many.

maybe it's just getting really tiring on my part.
you have too much to hide.
you let me wait in vain.
you dont know if im breathing.

i dont know if this is what i should be hanging on to...

or maybe, maybe, i'll understand tomorrow.. just like yesterday, everyday.

2010-01-28T22:20:00.000+08:00

my dad's gonna bring back..

all black shiny electric guitar,
an ukelele,
a guitar bag,
an amplifier..

all for 4000+RMB (SGD$800)

mind you, these are good quality products too.
oh yeah baby.
i'll get all these on sunday :)
cant wait!

what the helllll i wanna go shop in china dudez.

2010-01-26T23:03:00.000+08:00

rockyroad.

very self-conflicting now.
sometimes this is the way things are, and it's really hard to change anything.
i dont know, im just trapped in my own bubble and i dont know how to get out.

where i want to, but cant.
i dont like taking risks, not from where im standing.
i've got so much to lose..
but standing here, i may be losing so much as well.

i dont know..

wtf am i saying?
...

okay im as confused as this post.
end of convo thankyou very much.

2010-01-25T22:03:00.002+08:00

what's cooking for dinner tonight :)

baked chicken with rosemary!

which reminds me of the fabulous supermarkets they have in switzerland..

all pictures are taken with pixon-12 :)

of course, the resolution is compromised here, cause i resized the image and uploaded them online..

who needs a dslr huh! (ok photonoobs like me dont need one..)

but not so bad right!

each image is like 4mb originally fishhhhhh.

2010-01-24T00:42:00.001+08:00

haha just read zx's blog!
oops, okay im kinda outdated but still..

okay in case you dont know what cheque she's referring to..
it's this.

BUTBUTBUT.

this not our money, it's a company cheque that my dad had to deposit.

how i wish i could run off and get away with it lor.
2 mil in cash?!

that'd be great.

sigh. the rich people who are really rich...

2010-01-24T00:18:00.000+08:00

peanut the birthday boy :)

and the return of chua from korea..

with stuff including...

among food/snacks (ICEBREAKERS!!) & many others.

NOTEWORTHY:

someone explain why this picture is so wrong? :D

2010-01-17T20:43:00.000+08:00

you never leave anything behind before leaving for korea! >(

i miss you loads bee :(

hurry come home to me!

2010-01-17T20:35:00.000+08:00

my very first school reopening gift.
ganbatte i will!

thanks thanks loads! heehee :D

2010-01-17T12:25:00.001+08:00

i've been there before, havent i?
i believe i can do it.

ok! time to start getting my fat ass in check.

goal setting.
12 kg in 2 years.
0.5 kg per month.

that isnt an impossible dream..
maybe i'll push myself more and speed the process up.

be healthy be healthy.

2010-01-12T20:12:00.000+08:00

there is mud EVERYWHERE :(

in my EARS, NOSE, UNDER MY NAILS & ON MY FEET!!!!!!!!
and i have two cuts.

and a heart-shaped sunburn on my face thanks to the face paint.. hm.

was pampered by bee when i got home :)
ultimate shiokness!

2010-01-11T22:44:00.000+08:00

heehee :)

my classmates are really sweet people!
didnt think it'd turn out well yesterday, actually.
but we had lots of fun :)

anyway, higher chinese was waaaaay above my expectations,
so im really happy :)
hard work (kinda) paid off! haha

ok i cant find my blue level camp tee -__-

2010-01-10T22:28:00.000+08:00

heh.
school's reopening tmr.

i dont wanna stay overnight for orientation,
not when bee's leaving on friday night for korea :(

am gonna sleep without peanut.

2010-01-07T01:32:00.002+08:00

vernon is one fucking scary ghoststory teller.

2010-01-06T23:45:00.000+08:00

peanut's birthday is coming soon! 20th jan :)
thinking of bringing him to a doggy cafe.

2010-01-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

insane few days :)

countdown at marina bay,
fireworks were really pretty, with the exterior walls of IR making it more dramatic.

new year & gaming with bf and bf's bfs, wonderful dinner with the family..

primary school outing, saw my once young classmates turn into lovely ladies and charming boys alrd :)

& awaiting much more.
im totally lined up for the rest of my holidays! :)

2009-12-31T01:33:00.000+08:00

cooked..

main:
butter herb rice + baked crusted chicken fillets topped with sliced mushrooms & mozzarella.

desert:
apple pie
best ever :)

awesomeness :D

2009-12-29T23:14:00.000+08:00

hello lovelies,

i've changed my mobile number
so do approach me for it :)

my old number will still be operational till 4th march.

till then!

2009-12-29T02:10:00.000+08:00

perhaps it's a blessing in disguise :)
tagged: favourite song of the day!

yeah baby :D

sorry lah,
got this thing for chipmunks right now :D hahaha

2009-12-28T23:39:00.000+08:00

5C34.

my mood went downhill.
it's not you all, it's me.

):

2009-12-27T23:14:00.001+08:00

baby is so fab today :)
not that he isnt fabulous enough on normal days lah.
thankyou for sending me all the way to pasir ris from hougang before going home!

ate lots of yummy stuff, once again.
man, when is my food fest gonna end.
i feel a layer of blubber alrd. hahaha

made breakfast for bee, spent QT,
before heading to pepper lunch for beef pepper rice & mentai prawn cabonara :)

headed towards pasir ris for xy-bbq,
met muni and yunzhen along the way.

had chicken wings, sausages and choc cake :)
thankyou dear juniors and lovely seniors for the food, and for gracing the occasion :)

mahjong. asshole daidee. of course. definitely.
cabbed back home with yunzhen.
adrian bought royce's choc for me! hahaha

k movie tmr evening :D cant wait!
going for SHIC on tuesday ;)

2009-12-27T02:06:00.000+08:00

2003

omg?

2004

2005

2006

2007

2008

2009

'the magic of christmas', says vernon.

i think it's really heartwarming to catch up with some old pals during this festive season :)

caught up with my ex-neighbour, and im really amazed at how we've changed.

for worst or for better?

im just really glad that there was a 'has-been' :)

that's why you're seeing what you saw!

the timeline of esther. evolution of apes. HAHAHA

ciao!

2009-12-27T00:56:00.000+08:00

lovely, lovely boxing day :)
brandon's lovely penthouse, once again.

had a fabulous dinner prepared by his family,
then headed up to his roof garden to play card games.

apart from me being the sai or toiletbowl almost all the time..
indiana poker was the bombz.
it was so friggin funny!
i was like 'ok. last round, down all.'
and everyone was set.

i chose a card...
and i got diamond 3. smallest of all (like, if i didnt change my card, i'd have to drink)
everyone was laughing like insane so i got the cue to swap cards!

at the end jon downed everything. god.

i do remember the wonderful apple strudel served..
and the all the yummy fritters!

and GUITAR HERO! epic. hahaha
okay, so we werent too familiar with the songs on guitar hero.
and someone had to take the mike.
so wj took the mike, and he sounded like the witch from l4d hahaha

was on drums and guitar, but i tell you, my drums fail one.
jon on mike was damn funny as well.
he was running out of breath, gasping & collapsing on the floor.

crazy night. wonderful christmas season :)

xy-bbq tmr and movie with the chua cousins on monday :)
cant wait!

P.S. christmas season + european holiday = super duper fatty bom bom shingz pingx...........
any workout buddies after new year? :D

2009-12-26T02:15:00.003+08:00

Z mastered tecktonik.
TAKE OUR MONEY GO GO!

HAHAHAHA
omg wtf wtf so faggy!
and im still laughing at it. -__-'

swam in this big beautiful pool today, really happy.
went up for christmas dinner, & it was awesome :)
pork knuckle, turkey, sausages, potatoes, greens, ice-cream!

tv. movie. home.
warm cozy & loved.

BOXING DAY :D

2009-12-25T02:26:00.000+08:00

i still want a hula hoop :)

hello. merry christmas!
alvin and the chipmunks makes me think of the times i had with musketeers :)
love you guys!

five-course christmas dinner @ guild house :)

cold appetizer: tower of pork rillettes with caramelised blood citrus segment & fennel ceviche
soup: lobster veloute topped with caviar
warm appetizer: tataki of tuna with nikku salsa

intermezzo
main course: roast beef mignon on bed of straw potatoes topped with wild red berry coulis
bee had his 'pacific lobster & sea prawn in miso reduction topped with bush herbs'
desert: miniature christmas chocolate log cake with rum & raisin ice cream

i seriously dont mind putting on all the weight for those manz. :D
life's good, so why complain?

headed over to the jian-s' houses after that.
was really funny, with jw and zt trying to do tecktonik.
tecktonik, faggy dance.
couldnt stop laughing omg!

only the french come up with things like that hah.

ah, and we had a rocking live concert by sy, jw and jy!
awesome vocals and guitar :)
awesome people :)

watched jy play dota, owned like crazy..
downed champagne at midnight, started a high.
i got dizzy after red & white wine at dinner!

no pictures, period. cause the iphone camera sucks.
and i didnt bother bringing my samsung out today. bother bother!

great day, had fun.

tmr's gonna rock too. peace. :)

2009-12-24T02:35:00.000+08:00

i still cant believe i called my guitar friend larry in public, out loud.
once, almost twice.
sigh.

anyway, bbq at gx's place was great :)
AND REALLY FUNNY ><"

thankyou larry and gx for the really sweet xmas presents to wj and i :)
& bee for sending me home from bishan to tanah merah at midnight omg.
you're the man doing his job :D

ah im a happy and contented penguin now with a furry cuddly peanut next to me :)
(it's ok if you dont understand haha)
life's smiling at me, sunshine's on my backside.

xmas eve dinner tmr with the tans :)
dressy occassion! cant wait.

2009-12-24T01:20:00.000+08:00

oh yeaaaaah :)

got my iphone yesterday!

for the papa, mama and baby bears.

anyway.. i think iphone apps are really awesome and handy,
but their camera sucks big time. 3MP & VGA videocam wtf!

all over the internet are comparisons between the iphone 3GS and samsung I8910 HD
and samsung's taking the lead, it seems.
8MP, HD videocam, amoled etc etc

well, reluctant to carry my lumix cam everywhere cause it's bulkier than a phone..

can someone decide which i should give up?
or should i just carry both around -____-
that seems really weird.
might as well just buy an itouch right.

iphone apps rock. samsung tech rocks.
how?

2009-12-22T17:48:00.000+08:00

yep was fab :)
everyone looked pretty with their awesome cocktail dresses,
and the guys looked really cool too.

love you guys, everyone, who have made it awesome!
pictures now up at facebook.

and a special thankyou to my baby, and wz, for being 'movable hangers' and helping me get stuff :)

well, it was my first time having a pro makeup artist help me with makeup and hair.
loved the makeup, and although i wouldnt say the hair was great, i'll say it look different :)

used so much hairspray that at the end of the day, after i've removed 9 bobby pins and 2 rubber bands,
my ponytail was still there haha.

makeup session. to summarize it.
yunzhen and i, late.
fawn and emily, even later.
all of us, very late.

then it was photos, dinner and the neverending wait to get into the club.

after that it was party time!
awesome, was on a mad high dancing, screaming, singing with the beautiful girls.

was really tired after that and thank god i cabbed home
cause the instant i got into the cab, it started pouring heavily. very.
wouldnt want my parents to witness a smudgy meltdown and freak them out.

dear nyein, we will never be complete without you. please hurry and come back to us from your cavehole. love, us. :D

2009-12-20T01:00:00.000+08:00

so,

my cousin got married today, at the very luxurious fullerton hotel.
im the only one left on the shelf with an expiry date that would come very very very much later haha.

i think my couz's bride looks like belle!

like,

yep.

hair to one side, yellow gown, brown hair..

just much more womanly, prettier, and in a good way :)

haha anyway, sidetracking.
uncle said i put on weight!
so after 16 days of bliss, i finally mustered the courage to step onto the weighing scale.

oh the horror.
i gained 3 kilos (well, considering it was after today's 8 course dinner + a really sinful dinner, thanks chua and food takes abit of time to process)
maybe 2 kilos.

omfg :(

k hope i start losing weight once school starts!
gonna look shitz for yep zz

2009-12-16T23:47:00.002+08:00

switzerland and italy photos are up on facebook :)

trip was amazing, although tad too long, started to miss chicken rice & everything else.

well, not to flaunt or boast or anything, but seriously..
i think im freaking terrible.
ah so much for not shopping before the trip haha.

there are some of the stuff i brought home.

1) 5 gucci bags, and they are not the tiny sort.
2) 3 gucci wallets
3) 1 bally bag (whew)
4) 2 samsonite luggages (f-ing huge) and 1 briefcase
5) 200 swiss franc worth of lindt chocolate
6) much clothing & accessories
7) freaking cool, awesome bata (buy and throw away LOL) boots

bata is waaaaay cooler in europe hahaha.
shall upload pictures of it next time!

1800 photos taken, only 130 uploaded haha.

well, enjoy!
cant wait for the events coming up soon!

yeah baby we're gonna have so much fun :)

2009-11-28T23:24:00.001+08:00

ah! :( i bought this really really pretty white ribbon from ikea today.
and i left it at the cashier! :(

damn 5$5.90 just flew away like that z.

2009-11-25T17:18:00.002+08:00

quiz from silentscreams :)
aiya, i tagged myself lah.

actually, nobody reads quizzes unless..

1) you're bored.
2) you're really that bored.
3) you like that person.
4) the person you like likes this person HAHA
5) you like to laugh at that person.

no?
hahaha, well at least that's for my case.
im doing a quiz cause im bored right now.
today's a stay-home-prac-erhu day :(
erhu exam tmrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

and jonas' at home too.
wah i tell you, im living a nightmare.

didnt get good beauty sleep last night,
both peanut and jonas were jumping on me rofl.

ah whatever. :)
here goes!

----------------------------------------------------
Boy/girl to text you last?
weijun :) yay, of course lah!

Are you afraid of falling in love?
nope.

Name something you are doing tomorrow:
erhu exam, bowling trials, shopping :)

Does your phone normally ring in the middle of the night?
one missed call, HAHAHA.

To whom did you last give the finger to?
uh. good question. *points middle finger* you.

How many hours did you sleep last night?
1am to 10.47am. GOD im a pig.

Ever given your all to someone who walked away?
nope :)

Is there anyone you trust who you shouldn't?
nope. lemme wonder if i even have any secrets in the first place..

Is there someone you can't stop thinking about ?
PEANUT GOD PEANUT PEANUT PEANUT. okay that's something.

When someone walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
huh nobody walked out on me haha. or perhaps they are really that insignificant that i cant remember, i swear.

If you're being extremely quiet, what's it mean?
stomach pain T__T offer me pink pills.

Do you think the legal drinking age should be changed?
uh what's the legal drinking age? 18? nah, it shouldnt be changed. anw we still drink all the same no?

Something you really want right now?
bring peanut out for a walk :)

Do you think you're old?
no, i think 18 (after A's) is a good age :) so im anticipating myself to grow old :)

Are you a jealous person?
nope :) i just like whining HAHA

Where have you lived throughout your life?
tanah merah.

Do you wear contacts?
i wear coloured contacts, tried blue, grey and brown. :D

What were you doing an hour ago?
uh playing dota with jonas (god he's primary one)

Are you a morning person or a night person?
night :) cause it feels more right to dress up & go out at night.

What are you wearing?
a shirt with suspenders printed on it, and shorts.

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
no im living in happily ever after now :) i have a uber cute dog, a comfy bed, great food, gonna travel to swissitalygermany, an awesome boyfriend, musketeers, family, everything's just perfect :)

uh maybe i'd have eaten less. HAHA but hey, who complains when you've got great food?

If you could seek revenge on someone would you?
eh the jogger who scared peanut last night. i'll cut a hole in his jogging shorts so everyone can see his butt cheeks :D

What did your last text message say and who was it from?
wahlao the first question was a similar question and i received new messages since then. okay it's from melody, telling me about co practices. we're playing the past 15 syf songs.

apparently i'll be going overseas and i'll miss out on all these and i wont be able to catch up. uh sounds great.

Do you have a gay friend?
eh, W's friend, T. i personally think he's good looking!
Who do you live with?
dad, mum and peanut :) and mary (had a little lamb) the domestic helper.
i sound like i live in a fairy tale hahaha

Have you ever kissed someone who smokes?
nope.

Did you have a good birthday last year?
YEAH :D went malaysia with yunzhen and nyein, water theme park + dinner + cut birthday cake + hotel suite! plus all the good food amongst those.

Last person you were in a car with?
dad and uncle tsang, who's prolly on a plane right now haha.

Do you like someone that doesn't know you like them?
chopin prolly doesnt know that i like him.

Do you own a black pants/dress?
uh. WHY ASK ME THIS? i dunno leh!! you go search my cupboard yourself. black dresses.... hm.
and now some would call me a brat.
let me try remembering.. 2 black lace dresses? 2 classic little black dresses, 3 formal ones.
black pants, i've got a few jeans and a few formal black working pants and a few three-quarters here and there.

AIYA DONT REMEMBER LA

What are you most looking forward to?
dad's birthday and europe trip! :)

Is there something you want to tell someone?
nope, i always tell people what i wanna tell them instantly! like instant noodles. uhhhhh -.-

What were you doing at 12 this morning?
shangyin, practising erhu.

Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
har no lah :)

Is there someone you will never forget?
like duh, weijun, peanut, my little dwarfs, musketeers, family.

Is there a girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
mostly everything? yea, musketeers hahah.

Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up?
4. from 2 weis, weijun and weizhong haha.
Where were you last night?
at home :)

Do you think you're smart?
HELL YEAH SMARTER THAN EYENSTEIN AND NUEWTOON :D

Do you have unlimited texting?
nope.

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a "A"?
nope.

Have you ever held hands with anyone?
yeah :)

Looking forward to the next couple months?
YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH OMG HYPERVENTILATING ALRD

Have you changed this year?
uh i cut bangs hahaha.

just for comparison, both pictures are in uniform :)

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a "C"?
nope.

Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
they give me drinks.

Do you love the last boy/girl you were talking to?
yeah weijun's my angel :)
YOU RETARDS DONT LAUGH.

Have you ever crawled through a window?
yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaa haha what. the door lock spoilt and we had to call a locksmith and being the impatient person that i am, i crawled out through the window and freed myself :D

Is there a secret you've never told your friends?
nope.

What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
live happily ever after in wedded bliss.

Last beverage you consumed?
choc milk haha

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
esther tan at orchard

Is there anything stressing you out currently?
jonas is STILL PLAYING DOTAAA GODDDDDDD noisy. i wanna watch my naruto! T_T

Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
not really..

Are you happy with your life right now?
yeah! :)

Last thing you watched on youtube?
uh. pengjie sent me this link..

what do you expect from this dear boy? :)

How many hours of sleep do you get every night?
heh. on school days, i get prolly 5.5-7, holidays i get around 10-12 if i really have nothing on that day. XP yeah your #01 pig.

What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
H1N1 jab.

Is there someone you want to see right now?
weijunnnnn :(

Midnight, who were you texting?
nobody, nobody but chu *clap clap*

When is the next time you will see the person you like?
tonight? tmr night? friday?

When was the last time you cried really badly?
im an emo nemo. the last time i watched titanic OMG I HATE THE DIRECTOR DAMN IT

Are you currently frustrated with someone?
jonas & his dota. -__-

You want to get married?
yes :D i want to get married to the same person every 20 years HAHAH

Is there someone of the opposite sex you tell everything to?
BABYBABYBABBBYBABBYBABYBABYYY!

Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
no, i dont let the people i love go. not even if you rip my head off. :D stubborn irritating girl yes.

WAH IT'S DAMN LONG LEH T___T
if you read through the whole thing, please re-read the above.
if none fit, you must be an angel :)

chow!

2009-11-23T01:25:00.000+08:00

i guess this pretty much says it all. :)

2009-11-22T00:22:00.002+08:00

another day has passed, but i feel special and at peace today :)

thankyou.

2009-11-18T22:50:00.001+08:00

forgive, and forget :)

2009-11-18T00:18:00.002+08:00

neways, got this from szehui! :)

szeyen's first unofficial single,
chasing cars.

vocals and guitar both by szeyen.

http://www.kateandkult.com/yen-chasingcars.mp3

amazing aint it?
PASS IT ON ;)

2009-11-18T00:10:00.000+08:00

monday was fab :)

musketeers outing to orchard!
went shopping to spend kaching $$, takopachi, starbucks & met johnny bravo, his mascots.

yes.

are you thinking what im thinking? :)

haha if you somehow figure it out, must be considerate about his feelings dont laugh k!

lovingly cooked for the two of them after that :) was really yummy and full!
helped yunzhen overcome her phobia of peanut,
tried to do a kiss the rain piano duet in prep for nyein's wedding, filmed it,
and tried to put makeup on yunzhen.. and i put makeup on myself too.

we looked like we got punched :( AT FIRST
but after nyein came to our rescue of course yunzhen looked stunning :)

sat at the bus stop in the drizzle,
legs dangled, talked non stop for the entire day, was really tired but happy.

i really love you two shitloads :)
<3

2009-11-15T21:11:00.000+08:00

what's cooking tonight?

prawn cocktail

pineapple rice! :)

yeah :)

are you hungry yet?

here are some of the dishes i've cooked up to date.

classic rosti with sourcream.

egg souffle.

BEFORE: triple choc muffins

it's weird i dont have after-shots hahah

mint choc cookies!

yes i know it's rather empty, i couldnt help myself.

potato and cheese soup

cinnamon and apple pie <3

salmon sashimi.

okay fine, not involving cooking, but slicing perhaps?

mac and cheese dinner w/ pork knuckle :)

peach tart.

i actually made another one with a chocolate base instead.

seafood baked rice! :)

jap dinner

rice w/ seasonings, towgay + sunny sideup + miso soup

spaghetti w/ cream sauce :)

italian herb bread :)

now,

ARE YOU HUNGRY YET? :D

wahahah to the poor souls out there who have not eaten their dinners..

bless you :)

yes now you know why im ~~bulky, big, large, huge, chubby,~~ FINE, fat.

2009-11-13T13:54:00.000+08:00

** you're a bitch.

so what kind of obligation do i have to you now?
am i bound to you for life?

cant you just us go.

fine, i would have felt guilty if you had treated me a lil better.
but you treated me like shit, something that you loathed and hated.
and you made it seem that i wasnt needed at all.
nothing said, enough said.

now you make it seem that it's my duty to serve you.

fuck you, FUCK YOU.

2009-11-10T20:54:00.001+08:00

uhh?

haha yay laura and jianfeng for miss and mr teen earth :)
ole dunman!

2009-11-08T23:16:00.001+08:00

after a day of alan jackson's summertime blues,

i ended up with this.

soulful and deep.
howl on.

2009-11-07T11:15:00.000+08:00

eeeks. people's lives dont revolve around you, really.
so stop expecting so much.
to me, you're just a baby stuck in that horrible body.

seeing you sends shivers up many spines.

geez. i sound really mean,
but too bad im not any meaner than you are to others.

grow up.

<3 love.

2009-11-05T20:16:00.000+08:00

taken from esther tan's blog :)

haha i like going down to NEA to help out with whatnots.

but it ends pretty late, 6 plus, and it's at newton.

so i get home at around 7 plus, eat, bathe, poop, admire self in mirror (LOL i dont), facial wash, toner.. and whatever that follows, slack, read blogs, open email..

and it'd be around 9 plus alrd.

then i'll just webcam with bee for awhile before heading to bed.

been feeling so tired recently :(

so i've decided not to go tomorrow,

so i could study for hcl which is gonna be on tuesday.

and i feel kinda bad ):

but hey, the week where we had chinese lessons,

i actually dreamt of li laoshi 4 times. IN A ROW.

sorry lah :(

first time i feeling so nervous about an exam.

im so unprepared, and i know i'll just screw it, there aint much hope.

and this is something i dont usually go through.

and teachers kept talking about its importance.

my journey with chinese ends here, i hope, and i dont want myself to get a 'D7'.

and i keep convincing myself that this is nothing -.-

ah. chill pill.

D7D7D7D7D7D7D7D7D7D7D7D7D7D7D7D7D7D7

2009-11-04T22:25:00.000+08:00

you see what you've done to a perfectly fine girl.
she was everything, nothing but awesome.

but she was too perfect for you to handle it.
and you just had to find flaws and faults with her,
and question her ability of becoming better.

and then you judge her.
and push her over the edge.

first it was my senior, now it's my junior.
enough is enough k.
we wont let pushovers rule our heads.

you are fake.
asswipes.

2009-11-04T21:17:00.000+08:00

whoever said 'follow your interest, your passion'...
isnt planning far enough.

apparently, the top universities in the world have blacklisted several subjects if you wanna even think about getting in.

take london school of economics for example.

'The School generally prefers certain subjects because it considers they are more likely to serve as effective preparation for studying at LSE.'

and the blacklisted subjects.

Accounting

Art and Design
Business Studies
Communication Studies
Design and Technology
Drama/Theatre Studies
Home Economics
Information and Communication Technology
Law
Media Studies
Music Technology
Sports Studies
Travel and Tourism

haha, so think hard about what you want to do.
it's not about cheating your way through..

4 A's wouldnt gurantee you a place in such universities, and talk about having blacklisted subjects.
shingz.

but of course, a good cert doesn't really say too much about a good career does it?
:D

2009-11-02T20:37:00.000+08:00

haha hmm..

19-20 dec: kukup with ~~wanguichinyongjundasharonjiadayingchunsizhaojoelandothers~~ cco? :D

ah but i'll be coming back from italy/ swiss on the 17th!
and year end party's on the 21st,
and ivan's wedding is either on the 18 or 19, i cant remember,
and i want chua!

but it'd be so fun.....
how?

digressing.

zomg peanut keeps on biting people's socks. naughty.
who wanna see him eat a banana? i'll upload :D
it's 164 mb omg.

fallbacks of a hd video phone camera...........

ah sony's satio is so cool.
if only the screen was bigger, i'll so totally get it haha.

2009-11-01T00:06:00.001+08:00

OOOOH YEAAA HALLOOWEEEN :)

k fine. didnt celebrate.

nobody else felt the halloween spirit within themselves.

so i died, along with them.

uh. ok.

but went ion with weijun and met pengjie & richard at prologue :)

prologue's really pretty so it's awesome for people like me who love eyecandy HAHA

spent almost an hour there but ended up buying 5 files and correction tapes for next year only. yay.

ate alot, was a happy girl and went home :)

sigh. i have chinese tuition tmr.

zzzz.

2009-10-27T18:06:00.001+08:00

SWEET VICTORY!! ^ ^ v

2009-10-24T13:24:00.003+08:00

rubbish.

who was the one who said that older guys are more matured and experienced.
obviously that person hasnt been around to see things.

SO GIRLS.

YOUNGER GUYS ARE OK TOO.
it depends on his personality, not his age lah.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
wahlao some still like tortoise one.

2009-10-21T22:18:00.001+08:00

ah, somehow i feel an obligation after sitting there and rotting four years away,

doing nothing but complain.

GO FOR YEAR END PARTY! :D

2009-10-20T13:03:00.000+08:00

haha saw this interesting quiz on esther tan's blog and decided to do it :)

1. You are walking in the woods. You are not alone. Who’s with you?
weijun.

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. what kind of animal?
squirrel.

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
i stomped my feet and it ran away.

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and you are at your dream house.
a huge glass house. draped with long white curtains that flow.

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
nope.

6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining table is covered with?
a full set of cutlery, both white and red wine, food; turkey, beef. a table full of family and friends.

7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
styrofoam cup. HAHA

8. What do you do with that cup?
pick it up and throw it away. i mean, it came from out of nowhere right? so it's thrash that flew into my porch?

9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at what body of water?
a peaceful lake :)

10. How do you cross that body of water?
row a boat across it.

The ANSWERS
1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important to you.
weijun... he's so close he's family to me. :)
2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.
LOL squirrel. it's so tiny!

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.
haha i stomp my problems and it goes away?

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition.
omg my ambition is so big, it's endless.
too ambitious.
5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times.
there arent many pretty fences are there? and what kind of fence would go with a glass house huh.
haha nah, guess i have an open personality hm.

6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.
my table had food and people, so im a really happy person huh :)

7. The durability of the material with the cup is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.
styrofoam cup...?!
i guess it's pretty durable huh.
i just hope i dont sit on it someday haha.

8. What you did with the cup is representative of your attitude.
i throw things away huh.. oops.

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your relationships.
lake..? that's pretty big isn't it? and a lake's really peaceful :)

10. The way you cross the water is representative to how easy or hard you expect your life to be.
i row a boat. i work on the oars and it gives me momentum.
how hard i work is how far i'll go?

2009-10-16T21:11:00.003+08:00

OK WHAT SHOULD I WEAR FOR THE WEDDING TMR. NOT MINE.

uh.

i wanna go out and have fun :(
chinese tuition depressed the hell out of me.

pancakes.

2009-10-16T21:10:00.000+08:00

something about final fantasy's beautiful music haunts me. geeeeeeeez.

ah wanted to say something into your face today,
but thought it'd be too petty for me to do so.

but, i feel zz.

so here it goes.

it doesnt matter if you look down at me for something so small like that,
cause i know im waaaay better at it than you are,
and all you have is your ego that's gonna be crushed one day.

and of course all of us look down on you in every other way, or even so, more.
:D

i dont know. im just repelled from sloths.
i hate the algae that grows on them yuck.

and a flower had to bloom on it.
it'd turn into a mushroom thanks to you lah.

ah. D: shocking right. heehee.